Tired of my hopes being brought up only to be fuckibg smashed again, I’m so fucking stupid.
She’s gone. Get it right stupid.
Knowing that someone you’ll always love doesn’t even want to speak to you is a big pill to swallow.
I keep pushing you away, but that’s not what I intended on doing. I miss it all each day.
My mind keeps racing thoughts about you, I’m sorry for all of this. I hope I still have a chance.
I hope I didint ruin everything.
I pick up my phone every minute going to text you.. Then I stop myself. I dot like stoping myself
I can’t lose her forever
I can change for the better and I will prove it to you. I love you more then even I knew.
It makes me so lonely.